im sure all my friends know i like korean kpop~
pretty sad that i jus realised i could have gone to a concert...but i tot it was jus for the fan club~ seems like they opened out for a short period for foreigners to join to go to the concert~ well~ not jus really super sad abt that~
just that a group of 13 members~ now 10~ 1 concentrating on drama, 1 having contract problem, 1 make a mistake~ and he decide to leave for 2 yrs...after the unbelievable years of training~
it jus reminds me of our so called passion in filming/design~ studied for 3 yrs...we know it was tough at the start...so why complaint now? why say we are tired of the industry...disappointed with the industry? started at MV 2004...its 2010 now...5/6 yrs? wow...although i stop heavy project for a while...but i cant stop thinking abt production..theres still so much for me to see..to learn...
are my media industry friends disappointed with me stopping productions totally and leaving the country somemore~
i am disappointed with myself at some point...how can i be be upset with this industry but yet missed it so much..
i must be crazy...
im gonna find ways to work here in the filming industry...
am i going crazy cos the industry here is even more crazy then anywhere else...its dunno how many times worse then sg...but...will they have the quality? will i have the quality too? im not sure...i've try so much not to make a mistake in my job...not to leave a bad name...i guess..my name is still alright in the industry....~-~ i dun want to be rusty in the line...but...i tot...im gonna change my line to link with korean language?
am i lost suddenly? i dont think so...im just.......
complaining..must be...
must be the presentation...korean presentation...to talk abt our life...and i choose to mention my work...and searched for pics...lots of memories are back...fr my every 1st drama...
1st mums, tiramisu, abc'dj, police and thief, incredible tales, maggie and me, cosmo and george, just follow law, incredible living space, style doctors....all the coporate videos for 1-2yrs~ i dislike it...but i enjoy my time with my crew...always learning new thing with them...
its actually not alot...i can actually list them all out...im sure others have much more then me...
soooo...what do i miss then?
im not sure...the tiredness? the torture by ppl?
im insane.........................................................................